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[23 Jun 2005|03:28am]
[ mood | crushed ]

21 June - Black day of my life.
I have started to realize what HOPE means in our life.
Hope - this is when you meet wall on your course of life and keep thinking this is just one more footstep just you need to increase till it.
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The Blowers Daughter [20 Jun 2005|01:13am]
[ mood | strange ]

The-Blowers-Daughter.mp3 (4506,66 kB)

Soundrec from movie CLOSER

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life with prefix NO [15 Jun 2005|11:05pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Do not think....
Do not dream ...
Do not miss ...
Do not love ....
and do not cry about it.

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* * * [07 Jun 2005|06:58pm]
[ mood | guilty ]

For all we are cheerful, but for ourselves we remain sad nevertheless... "
I speak to myself sometimes : is it necessary to break into human consciousness with a words ' I love' so frequently ...

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nothing forever... [30 May 2005|06:27pm]
[ mood | numb ]

Nothing forever .
I do not understand, why people being such close , can becomes so far and absolutely cold to each other once.

Time is stronger us , then our mind and memory , time erases all , even strongest feelings and vivid recollections.

how do you overcome emotional numbness?

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just fuck [29 May 2005|10:19pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Just ask yourself sometimes ... for what do u live in general ?
For the sake of money ? , sucsess ? , or just accompine with all 5 billions of people ?

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vah vah vah , so many lessons. [24 May 2005|02:51am]
[ mood | depressed ]

...why veil the sun?
why darken the water?
thine will be done
if you think you ought to.
No one can see you
When you're on your own
No one can be you
Take your time don't hurry
It's all right don't worry
You've just begun
Do walk, don't run
You're not forsaken.
No one can free you
From your own prison.....

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East or west - home is best. [23 May 2005|08:20pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I've just come back home from vocation , it was great 5 days offline.

Acquired lesson - every last minute is chance to change all.

"Every passing minute is another chance to change it all around."-"vanilla sky"

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be my psychologist [17 May 2005|08:02pm]
[ mood | good ]

Copy from verisk LJ

Задайте мне 3 вопроса. Любых.
Обещаю честно на них ответить.

Вы в свою очередь размещаете подобный постик у себя в ЖЖ .

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nostalgia [17 May 2005|05:31am]
[ mood | sad ]

Cant sleep ohhh......Nostalgia, better i will go to read something.

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eturnal love [15 May 2005|12:09am]
[ mood | drunk still ]

Everything changes , years flies away , cities becomes a dust and builds again , And only love never changes , love presents forever .

I can tell we all are fascinated with wonderful fairy tales about beautiful love and their heroes from the childhood.. We feels with heroes when they are separated with all hardships , we are glad when heroes wins and charms princess And we do not pay attention that all fairy tales comes to end after wedding and words about they lived long and happily. And what after wedding? This is really common question .

Most of fairy tales have happy final with pictures of family happiness , love merge and unification of hearts , and there are nothing here to wish . SO we have very clear norms and image of true love from childhood , we brings it into our lives . Because we were grown with fairy tales where the most thing in life is to find true , eternal , mutual love , your second half. It force us to define point where we will be absolutely happy and satisfied it make us thinking – the most important thing is to find true , eternal love and you will be happy for the rest of your life. Fairy tales makes us thinking it you lose your love feelings then it was not true love , because the true love is eternal. So is that myth about true eternal love?
In my opinion this myth broke too many lives. Should we create new myths and fairy tales about love…?

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some hfemale psychology [14 May 2005|10:49pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

Hi , miss you a lot as usually , its pity you are not present here .
What do you think about friendship after love relationships , how do you think , is it possible or no? What is nature of this friendship , what is underlying reasons of this friendship ? Is this desire to keep emotional contact of yours friendly parts or just human desire do not hurt your partner much ? Anyway what do you think about it.

Reality , why does the woman keep in touch with ex partners , wraps it in friendship. Psychological point of view on this question is desire of one partner to control life and new relations of ex partner , possibility to prove something to ex partner ( and to yourself too ), like yours relations was better , she was better match for him , it was a mistake to broke relations etc. So psychologist do not believe in friendship after relations , they think that that is just a way how people overcome the break of relationships with dignity,. Sincere friendship is possible when both partners are satisfied with their lives after relations , satisfied with their new partners. In other case they does not trust to this kind of friendship , and think this friendship is highly unlikely. Otherwise , when one partner is nor satisfied with life , she/he keep offended by ex partner , it makes friendship unilateral.

So its easy for me to understand R and M , I am sure they like ,, love and respect you a lot , just they want to get more free space and opportunities to be successful in their personal lives. I an sure they will come back to friendship with you when they will realize yourselves and will feel satisfied…. Of course if it is friendship , not just a desire to get you back to relationships. But I am sure you know it without me.

This why I usually do not keep any relations with my ex partners . But all this thoughts about you makes me thinking about my relations . I had call from my Big love ( boss) , with invitation to spend few days on the resort .Where we met each other. I want to take this adventure , but it make me thinking , do I need it really , why do I want it , For what do I do it etc. I am sure I do not have love feelings about him . But I want to meet him , to talk to him. And I do not realize myself , why I want to meet him if I do not have any feelings or plans about him? Do I want just to melt , massage my ego if he regret about broke of relations ? So I am in a trouble a bit .To be psychologist means to be stronger yourself , I do pretend to be , but sometimes I am not ready to be stronger or do not want to be stronger . Life is so difficult sometimes , how to keep myself in peace …. ? I do not know . Eternal question , how to make your mind the boss of myself and to keep myself in peace , will it life or just parody ? what do you think?



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doubts again [09 May 2005|04:49am]
[ mood | anxious ]

In fact Joys in life is not love and admiration of those around you. Joy comes when you loves and admires with things you find out noteworthy for yourself , something very unique , beautiful , rare.
Gift is blessing for the one who gives.

Those person in me , with whom you are in love , is better then me certainly , I am not such a good.
Anyway you keep loving me , I will try to be perfect.

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add to life phylosophy [08 May 2005|02:46am]
[ mood | curious ]

Angels speaks always :do not becomes angry with anything , don’t be afraid, everything will be good.
Be cautious, when you asks life for something (someone has told it once) , because you get it. I believe: all we have on our mind , all we are thinking about will come to us once in a real life.( Does not matter was that thought pronounced or no , it has been started up , it is exists already, it have power.) We have such a world how we want it to be, It will change when we change our desires. We gets what we asks. We are who we wants to be. And it becomes our reality. Okay.

So is the world illusion?

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Marketing of life [01 May 2005|10:49pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Why life is so sofisticated about desireble things ? what do YOU think about it ?
I think , this is cost which we must pay for something good in life .
In fact Good things are expencive always (expression).it is so easy such all genius things.

question of fact , will we appreciate and cherish it as well ?
Maybe i should put it into hypotheticalform of question.
Anyway ...
Ortodox Easter today.

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note [01 May 2005|04:45am]
[ mood | calm ]

we THINK we choose, but we really do not.

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Sometimes # 2 [28 Apr 2005|09:32pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Who am I?
Sometimes I ask myself who am I? Am I good enough? Am I strong enough to fight for what I believe in? If I know all about the world , would I be more happy? What is measure of happiness ?
What should I do to keep my soul in peace ?

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life philosophy [27 Apr 2005|11:19pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

Your outward things ( world) is illusion created by yourself , based of your own attitude to the world , your world view (Weltanschauung). Just you decided that your world view is reality , and you live governing by rules and lows of this reality. So if this is your reality its mean you format , tag , specify color and establish rules of reality. Thus if you do not believe in love you should not wait to meet your love , or if you do not believe in kindness you will never find it in people , because there are no kindness in your illusion of reality

Only you make your world , your life. This is why it is very important to formulate view , rules of your world , your dreams and desires very clear and correct.

Thought and word are grains , and this grains will come up in reality and realize in real events.

Philosophy :

1.Think positively .

2.Love myself , love other people , love this world.

3.Take things , try things , taste things.

4.Never change your decisions.

5.Don’t be satisfied with less things . take best quality of things.

6.Do not share your private , personal thoughts and feelings.

7.Do not justify , justification is prerogative of guilty people and victims. 8.Remember :- Thought and word are grains , and this grains will come up in reality and realize in real events.

Always stand upon one's rights.

9.Keep myself from unnecessary information . When somebody want to sow his grain in your reality.

10.Improve everything what you can make better.

11.Be patient.

Any hot comments ???

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drama [27 Apr 2005|06:11am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Impertinence - is eternal drama . where he and he were.

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Closer [23 Apr 2005|10:20pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I have just watched movie "Closer".... mmmmmm imrpessed.
Strainge feelings ,,,, need to analyze.

BTW , In a relations The diplomacy is more important then frankness sometimes.

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